Dreaming

I made a dream today.
How I usually whould say after this? Maybe some like, 1/3 of my life was made by fantasy. what I'm sure is this followed must be signal that have more than one meaning, and said some in unreal, and said some from my life. that's hard to do. I heard hundreds of voice pass my bread, then pick the words from them and made my story. Yeah, I do tell story. like I once said, half of them are real, half of them are fantasy. Both side were develop in one line and one time. basic on this, the poems in this Daily never told the real but stories. That's the truth of the process that views pick out from my mind. or say it, what I wrote was what I have though about in every specific sentence and every specific word.
For this moment, what I will give after the beaning sentence was, en...
maybe, "I made a dream today, all daydream."
but hang on a minute, I hear dear you are laughing. Yes, I confess that I got some much today. "Too many things your what to wrote out, but in only one sentence."
that's the signal, that's the answer.


面对现实的批判性？哦不，或许是留着各种话题直到差不多严重的时候再去扯开它？要把日记拉回正轨上实在太难了。我得挑出输入“日记”范畴的那部分内容，而大脑里的那个声音又难以忽略。一种语气，两种语言，我家的“住脑子里面先生”用非母语的时候会更啰嗦一点。可热情鬼点子多呐。
回到最开头， 今天我做了一个梦。三项选择题：隐喻，比喻，或是其他？然而生活答复了我太多种答案。我顺着这事情的思路走下去，但是差学生我完全看不懂答案。甚至是谜面，谜题本身都言不达意。哦哦，郁闷的我有点想哭哦。Mr. stay in brain, some suggestion?” ”哦亲爱的，请叫我‘住脑袋里的小人’。“
我曾经猜测过些许关于自己未来的片面，许多都不幸言中了。虽然很可惜，但是我大概知道几年以后的本人会是个什么情况。写在结尾，如果要对自己坦白的话。我会很喜欢家人待在一起的感觉，也会觉得哪个妹子很可爱，也会觉得好多人很讨厌，厌恶与无聊也是ok的情绪。但是喜欢一个人的话，“Do you even once falling in a relationship with someone?” 这种情况从未有过，我抓不住这种感觉。然而抬头的话，我依然觉得只能看到有限的一片天空。或许是有时下雨，有时放晴，偶尔发呆会看到一只鸟飞过，今天的草又长出一簇。当想起来这个的时候，我放任本性，或者随波逐流的，或是只能当一只井底的青蛙。井低之王的我拥有自己的池塘和城堡。而当海面吹来的狂风还未将我那盐与沙筑的沉池扫平之前，我并未听到石砖之外的欢呼。今天我做了一个梦，梦里的男主角拥抱着他家美人。是的，今天也是bl的，总计现实时间2小时追马子梦境，外加睡过头一节课。在某一瞬间存在的世界之中，井底的青蛙从池塘里爬上岸，满足的晒着温暖的太阳，未曾说出那句”谁愿意做那池塘之王。“

some of the words, style and ideas are comes from here:

placebo-Twenty Years

that´s the end and that´s the start of it
that´s the whole and that´s the part of it
that´s the high and that´s the heart of it
that´s the long and that´s the short of it
that´s the best and that´s the test in it
that´s the doubt,the doubt,the trust in it
that´s the sight and that´s the sound of it
that´s the gift and that´s the trick in it

我爱死placebo伴奏里的小提琴了，跟Brain的声线超速配。小提琴姐姐GJ！


coldplay - viva la vida

One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt, pillars of sand
&
Revolutionaries Wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?

coldplay的名曲，据说是写那个谁。歌词写的实在是万用形太好套♪。
但是对这个团的印象一直停留在，”我们有一起去录蓝鲸唱歌哦，有用到新砖里哦~“（啥 from utube
初次听这首歌的心境和现在差很多，哎